first thing first, I'm really really really happy to be selected as the top 15... i was very happy! =)
but then, this happy mood didnt stay much longer... as i stepped deeper and got to know the rest of the top14. They are strong competitors! Most of them had much more experience and skills than me.
things are not as bright as i wished tho...
I become down often after all.
For the past few nights, I prayed. I believed if i continue paying more efforts into this.. GOD will not let me down.
-alvin-
