Sunday, December 27, 2009

HONESTY... or not?

some of us might be thinking this could be a new twist~ woohoo...
some of us might be sticking to their original mindset~
some of us don even noe the ugly truth behind...
some of us might never be able to face someone in personal...
some of us might never get a chance to see.... again.

.... honesty....
they're right. they had hard times.
they are right on their thoughts.. maybe...
rather letting those good people and those who can works well and have good management ability out unwillingly... why not we be more honest??
ok.. lets call off... the ones who can do nothing,.. the one who did nothing.. the one that gave nothing.. the one that failed to do something to regain the trust and the faith from those who are leaving...
that person would be me.

如果换我一个人退出, 能换回你们两个人(不包括国文), 我恨不得这样做!!
你们换吧!! 也请你们二位, 回来吧!!!
不要跟我说什么"勉强没幸福"... 你们回来就是了... 求求你们.
不要因为像我这样的人而作出这种选择. 

我了解你们受了多少苦,看到了许多不想看到的.
你们也说人是会变得,可能就经过这一次,状况会有好转呢??

如果要散, 我愿意做最后一位退出的, 看着你们一个一个的抱着 遗憾 退出.

4 comments:

太平公主 said...

ALVIN,
這不是說換誰出去,就能換誰進來的!
如果那個人心已不在了,
這真的是勉強沒幸福咯!
你昨天真的說了很多,
也是我沒想到的...

有很多東西,大家也不想看到啊!
像昨天,
我真的真的很不想看到,
我恨不得馬上離開!
就是要離開,
我會選擇做第一個,
也許第一個,
走也走到瀟灑一點...
只是讓你們不爽我,
我也不愿意不爽先走的那個人...

敦煌的日记~ said...

最后一个~
应该是我拉~没轮到你拉~
哈哈哈哈哈~
伦~真的高兴你回来了~
变回以前的颜小伦~
哈哈哈哈哈~
顺其自然~但希望的是~
我们~一直是我们~
所谓:阳不离间,世纷飞~
心不离体,脑冲天~
只要心还在~我~一定在~
经典名句:我可以没有女友,不能没有你们~

问题:做么他们那么喜欢跟我们找架吵?
在赖一龙的面子书那~真过分~

Bryant, Eng Hong said...

erm..guys..I AM VERY HAPPY that u guys take good care of me...but just forgive me...sometimes the situation is not allowed me to choose o stand on any side..
i will try my best to settledown both side..

wei loon ar,clu is not like wad u said,they obey me is not bcuz of the cert la,u joined b4 wad,u shld noe the cert's recognition is juz like nothing ..they enjoyed the process of organising activities..

i need time....
I AM COMING BACK SOON

Alvin _gan said...

ahpeng: its juz my way of expressing. it's mixed and stirred.. those feelings... i clicked on diff links among u guys.. i have diff feelings.. sometimes i feel i have to do something.. sometimes i feel like i shuld juz fuck myself off when i see some particular link. juz like when u asked me.. why i don update my blog and write one nicely done post bout the camp.. i guess this is the reason... I CANT express all at once.

tunwong: u are always the most optimistic one... sometimes i really envy u.seeing wad had happened to BM AND feng nw.. i can see and predict how u guys felt laz time.. maybe its not as serious as this time.. but i believe.. u all had some hard times... i don wish to be the laz one to leave too. coz i wont have the chance to do so. nobody = me.

feng: i thought bout wad u said as well... friends and partner.. actually.. i think i am more on ur side after i considered deeply.. i noe, clu members... they are good. well-educated. SANE. but i also noe tht... laz time.. they learnt how to S from us. through u. the point is. if there was no ss, i don think they can be as much s as they do nowadays. coz u would never be s in front of them. and they wont have the day to see u s and s along u. sigh. 所有东东都有来自一个原头的。u and me, saw ppl jealous bout ss laz time. not one not two. but bunches of them. i apologise for ruining clu's reputation. sincerely.