erm.. my fav song.. used to be..

p.s: anyone who is watching ASQ09.... u shuld now who she is... superb female singer~

"all the best to u"

well...MUET IS ON SAT!!!! WTHe L L...

really moody..
i mean it..
the whole week...
last week... even nw...
that shall account why i did nt post any new stuffs for almost 2 weeks ~...~#

MUET IS ON SAT!!!!!!
thx to chris whom have been always reminding me n takeshi bout it...
....... really thx lar... without u... i mean ur notes...
n ur precious "gruesome" MUET question papaers.... i wont even noe hw to face my exam.... at least nw i noe...
- to get a satisfactory band score... its nt easy!!
good luck to everyone who is taking muet exam...
especially to....
-fly chan ching jia
-mei mei n weichie
-chris
-tharma...
-shuying
-jiaxian
-MYSELF@!!!!!

GANBATTE~!

GOOD LUCK!

JIAYOU!

GO DIE MUET!!!
MUET SLAYERSSSS ARE ON THEIR WAY!!! HOHOHO

P.S: SORRY FOR NT BEEN UPDATING RECENTLY... ONLY GOD KNOWS WADS IN MY MIND...

juz me..

DUN TAKE FROM ME AS GRANTED!

Home "Sweet" Home

Sat nite
- finally back to my home after almost a month... ntg changes.. just like old days..
- only tht, my parents' relationship has become more complicated..
- i was informed tht my dad hasnt back home for already 3 days.. he said he went to genting...

u may wonder, wad my mom's thinking nw. right?
- she is cool... really super duper cool... she did not complain.. did not spam calling dad n urge him home... she remains very calm.. like everythings is under her control...
or maybe i shuld say... alr out of control.. thrfore both of u do not control anymore?

few months b4.. u were arguing n wanted to divorce... wad nw?
cold war????! not goin to talk to each other???
good... really good... everything screwed up just like tht!!!
sometimes....

i really hate to come back home...

bro n sis... gaming lar... sms-ing boyfren... wad else???

nobody bothers tht i am at home...

few more hours later, i will be heading back to condo...

u all zap shang lar... I've seen enuff of these...

hope mom wont drop tears anymore only...

u betta dun make her cry i tell u...

Argues...

Screw up...

more and more argues.....

then screw

ur whole

family upside

down@!!

sometimes... whenever i think bout my family... wad's still remains?

sweet memories? didn't last long.. not even long enuff for me to recall back..

wad's left... is all these craps.. bunch of craps... no talking.. no close bonds.. no caring...

....... i used to have everything... wad's left nw?!!!

I hate everything...

hate everything that happening on me....

arghh.. feel like.... swt.... @#%%@#!!
had enuff of tears....
i live my own life... juz like orphan... only difference.. i have two younger twin bro n one sis...
u two... go complete wad's undone!!
divorce... go on! i wont choose either one of u!

I believe - lyrics

Girl
Let me prove that my love is real
I'll give all my love to you
Please trust me

我相信
生命中会有一见钟情的剧情
曾被爱伤害的心 不容易倾心
你的眼神配合冷淡的表情
逃避中故作冷静

我相信
第一次凝望你离开我的背影
就盼望立刻能够明天再相聚
不小心梦中让感觉能延续
模糊中你最清晰

I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你
我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应

不想爱的轻易
需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息
所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近

我相信
生命中会有一见钟情的剧情
曾被爱伤害的心 不容易倾心
你的眼神配合冷淡的表情
逃避中故作冷静

我相信
第一次凝望你离开我的背影
就盼望立刻能够明天再相聚
不小心梦中让感觉能延续
模糊中你最清晰

I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你
我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应

不想爱的轻易
需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息
所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近

让你安全我可以寸步不离
自尊都不要我也置之不理
不想要未来有任何片刻会议

I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你
我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应

不想爱的轻易
需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息
所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近

Ooh I believe

I BELIEVE 我相信

-The best ever harmonised korean song by TVXQ

everything 王力宏

故事里的 起承转合 有一些忘记
做了多少错误的选择
原来波折 才暗示着 该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻
就算别人都说 我们没什麽出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天 永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything
辽阔天空 巧合相遇 有多少机率
多少烟火 坠落无痕迹
因为幸福 没有捷径 难免要绕道
不被看好自己要走到
就算别人都说 我们没什麽出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
你就是Everything
就这个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything
Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天 永远从此刻开始算起
你就是Everything
就如这个原因 我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything
只要你说一声愿意 所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

ARgHHHH!!!~~

GOT SAMAN AGAIN!!!!!

TOATAL SAMAN = 4
PAID = 1
UNPAID = 3!!!!!!

MA DE DBKL!!!!

mal-gastric n sudden high blood pressure

well...
me and liang ponteng skol today... accidentally.... no liar a ms cally...

very honestly...
i packed my bag... packed everyeverything b4 i went to bed...
swt...
things always happen to against me....
pity sze howe...
the trial week.. i guess he must had tortured alots... din sleep well nor eat enough...
bro... u cant be like that lar...
by the time u manage to become a doctor... but u have weak body condition... pathetic right???
told u to eat lar....
diet = do more sports..... nt taking less meal...

we took care of him till very late nite i tink...
looking at him suffered the whole nite made me recalled of my own gastric that happened quite often last time...

i used to suffer severe gastric pain very often....
throw up... shiverring.... dizzy.... vomit again... then unable to excrete for the whole night....
he just had his "DEBUT" gastric experience yesterday~
eat more.. till u are full la at least....

zzzzz..... really moody right nw.... i am stuck.... in everthing... lost.... in everywhere!!!!
i dun noe wads my next step....
i dun noe how much more time i have for me to recover the situation....
i am helpless....
getting hopeless....
jobless...
i hate myself nw... i do...

Korean Drama - alvin's recommendation

very touching

very meaningful

one of the best korean drama i have ever watched!

Getting really apart from everthing i had....

family....
my best ever friends.... (my ss family... my TT besties.... )

things are being altered around me...
i dun even realise that....
AS trial.... then comes AS real exam....
then wad?
all my friends are gone as well....
its been 1 month i din go back to my own home already....
but yesterday... i had a great day with my fellow classmate... after-exam celebration~ elaborate more if got time....

I refuse to....

feel weak...

feel lonely....

LeeHom's everything! alvin's recommendation

-awsome awsome song...... sentimental love song

you are my everything

GOT TAGGED BY CALLY~~

1. The person who tagged you?
Miss Cally

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Good friend, classmate, schoolmate, "lepak gang"

3. Your impressions of him/her
Smart, very smart, very very smart, very very very smart....

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
she tagged me... random tag wo~~ super-duper random tagging~!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
oi mr. driver. go mandi!

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
make her the happiest girl perhaps?? thats the best thing a lover deserves~

7. If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be
erm... currently nt so close with her. so, dun noe.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy,you will
Naa~ she won't. cant afford that~~ winks*

9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be
she erm.... becomes a murderer? murder ppl around me? haha.. silly answer i noe

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Bless her a wonderful and happy family. hope she doesnt have to face all the problems she has to face nw.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
mysterious sometimes... yet very friendly and clever

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I am an ice. a playboy. a heart breaker.

13. The characters you love of yourself are
erm... optimistic and confidence at certain extent

14. On the contrary,the characters that you hate about yourself
my pimples... darn... din sleep enuff nor drink enuff... avoid doin these... better listen~!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
taking leehom as role model~ but i still like being myself.. always do~

16. For people who care and love you,you say something to them
I will always love u.

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you
-1- Seow yen
-2- Jian Shen
-3- Cally
-4- Elaine
-5- Mei Mei
-6- Wei Yuan
-7- Jasmine
-8- Lee San
-9- Wooi Liang
-10- Hao Ting

18. Who is no.6?
a good brother of mine who jokes often and forever~!!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
male~~ veli tall some more~~

20. If no.7 and no.10 together,is that a good thing?
hao ting only likes someone.... no matter wad hor~~ right pinky?

21. What is no.2 studying about?
A-Levels in TARC. Classmate of mine.

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
just nw... after bio MCQ exam.

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
tak tahu... ask her tomolo~

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Ya... one elder brother.. right?

25. Will you woo no.3?
she doesnt like specky guy~~ hahaha~~~

26. How about no.7?
nonono... she is weiyuan's.

27. Is no.4 single?
nt sure~

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Saw. Saw Mei Mei.

29. What is the hobby of no.10?
CC-ing and fifa online2~!

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Yea~~

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
TARC.

32. Talk something casually about no.1
Intelligent girl. friendly as well~

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
i aint a gay~~

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Bukit Indah, Ampang.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
dun noe wo....

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
no comment~

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
dun dare comment~~~ hehe

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Dating with no. 7

hahlehluyayayaya~~~

well very well.....
AS TRIAL FINALLY ENDED!!!


will be updating soon.... stay tuned...
cally: tag to be completed soon.... quite long lo the tagging.... ^^.. tag u back later!